poetry

postcard to the sun

postcard to the sun

heart to sun
its fire heating my core
I warm to what’s star in me

consumed, consuming
thinning into flares that sometimes
destroy the neighborhood

poetry

prayer to end procrastination

prayer to end procrastination

my son rattles off his high school deadlines
with certainty
positive he’ll get it all in on time

oh Lord
may I sit down
with a clear heart
and hours of untasked time
to subtract out the use tax money
and write the overdue
or early
(depends how you look at it)
grant report

may I cheerfully pound out what’s needed
and then sleep
untroubled by doubt’s cold flames

poetry

Bestiary: Tick

Bestiary: Tick

From a prompt by Aimee Nezhukumatathil.

because you fill the staid eastern woods with peril
parachuting down onto my bared unsuspecting neck
attaching yourself to my calves when
I think I’ve only had a brush with Solomon’s seal
crawling into my nooks so gently
I never notice your prowling

because you bite me so tenderly that I don’t even register
my warm blood shunting into
your stiff brown accordion abdomen
because with every suck there’s the possibility
that a virulent part of you
will wend its way back to me

I should consider being cautious

but because you dwell out there in the wilds
in the forests and the grasslands
along the singletrack and the bluestem
in the waist-high green of off-the-beaten-path
I can’t help but risk another run-in:
the cost of doing business, as they say

you should consider being cautious

because although I’ll not put a match to you
(too dangerous for both of us)
I will pluck you out with tweezers
your flat/fat abdomen squeezed tight in the metal
then dump you in the empty peanut butter jar
where you may circle for days until the oxygen’s all expended –
my insurance in case I fall ill later
and your corpse requires testing

so think twice before you sink those greedy mandibles
into my soft pink flesh

poetry

the penny dish: a dream I hope to awake to

the penny dish: a dream I hope to awake to

Based on a prompt by Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer.

back in the days of cash money
greenbacks soft as cotton
or crisp as pressed trousers
coins that made your palms smell of ore
and that ever-present jingle in my father’s restless pocket

often at the register you’d find
a small shallow dish
sometimes with an invitation:
need a penny? take one
have a penny? leave one

or something along those straightforward lines

never did I see someone
dump the whole plate into their handbag
or rake their fist through the copper discs
and clench them all triumphantly

worth next-to-nothing, no one coveted them
and no one stockpiled them
no one tried to shovel their
leaky bucket full of cents

no, people stuck to being reasonable.
they showed restraint
and took only what they needed.
they had sense.

poetry

light bulb / flame

light bulb / flame

when the caucus trainers
are younger than the caucus goers
so young, in fact, they’ve likely never voted,
the trainers ask the trained
what it will be like

but we don’t know –
we’re only familiar with the old-fashioned in-person kind
where Peter Lewis held up a sign
with our precinct number
and we all filed down the public school hallway
to our assigned classroom
then fit ourselves into other people’s desks
and raised our hands to vote now and then

we don’t know how to caucus in a Zoom window
how to vote via chat
but we do know how to be real together

so when one woman asks
what to say about the mayor’s stance on rebuilding after the fire
it’s not too surprising when the mayor suddenly appears
to answer us herself

poetry

Feeling Grateful

Feeling Grateful

at the spring band concert
it’s not like fall

yes, we are the same people
lined up in the same hallway
to watch the same kids
play the same instruments
in the same black and white clothes
but we’re not the same

the talk is of the fire
where were you?
how are you?
where are you living now?

and the undercurrent in every conversation is
I’m so glad you’re still alive
your kid is still alive
we’re still alive

not all the instruments are the same
not all the black and white clothes made it
but we all did
we’re all still alive and here to listen
to the sixth graders labor through Lean on Me
and the Jazz Band absolutely kill it
playing Feeling Good

poetry

shirts vs. skins

shirts vs. skins

I’m not the one to draw up the plans.
I’m not the one to sift the ash.
I’m not the one to load the backhoe.
I’m not the one to lay the brick.
I’m not the one to fix the problem.
I’m not the one to make things right.
I’m not the one to keep my promise.
I’m not the one to clear the air.
I’m not the one to turn the soil.
instead
I’m the one to think I know better.
I’m the one to tell how things should be.
I’m the one to shake my head disapprovingly.
I’m the one to ignore the warning signs.
I’m the one to coach from the sidelines.
I’m the one with no skin in the game.

poetry

inviting fire

inviting fire

in the cabin it’s warm
but not cozy

the crackle and flicker
the exuberance of combustion
are missing

sometimes fire sits with us
like an old friend

sometimes it levels us
poof
all up in smoke

poetry

natural dissonance

natural dissonance

the irony isn’t lost on me
running the air purifier
and the oven self-clean cycle
simultaneously:
we all do our best
to manage our inconsistencies

in the dark
under the stars
Fennec is tense with listening
uncomfortable to be out in the wild night
but curious what’s here

inside, the boys squabble over
who can help rip out the carpet
Alex says it’s like Huck Finn
but we all breathe easier
when the orange shag’s removed

at the spring
we all look up and know
this is why we’re here

poetry

trying to get clean

trying to get clean

air purifiers –
hot new accessory of the 2020s
with prefilters in an array of colors
to match your moods –
I go for charcoal
over electric blue

when we open it
the boys discuss how it compares
to the ones at their schools
especially in their auditoriums

it’s one more thing I’ve never dealt with
that these times demand