poetry

little bang

little bang

13 billion years ago
there was almost less than nothing
no time
no space
emptiness so empty
we can’t fathom it

then
the singularity

three minutes later
most of everything that will be was
in a universe flying apart
later lit
by flaming nuclear stars
tiny phosphorescent dots
in a great black sea of vacuum

46.75 years ago
I was in the same empty void

then
two little cells fused
and we’ve all been reacting ever since

today on the deck
in a brief bit of sun
between snow showers
I face Sol
close my eyes
soak in the energy
until my lids are fired
and all my internal screens
have gone burnt-orange-quiet

feeling that heat for a moment
I believe
I’m as undeniably here
as that rascal sun

photography

Deer, Flowers, Ducks, Bear Tracks, and More!

Several days ago we noticed a female mule deer just next to the driveway! I got out, and using the car as a blind, was able to get several photos. Also, on a hike to Lily Lake yesterday I found a Ruby-crowned Kinglet, and on the lake several Ring-necked Ducks. We have also had several additional sightings of Townsend’s Solitaires, and found more bear tracks coming back from Lily Lake. Additionally, on the return trip from the lake, we found a wild parsley that I took close-ups of. Here they are!

These are photos of the bear’s front paws. You can compare the size of the front paws with that of the hind paws previously posted, with my hand in both pictures.
Here you can see two of the forepaws together.
This is either a plant from the Lomatium genus or a Whiskbroom Parsley. Both have a very distinctive flower structure.
This is only the second Ruby-crowned Kinglet that I have found in Leadville, despite them calling often.
This is a male Ring-necked Duck, one of the few species of ducks to be seen at high altitudes.
Despite their name, it is very hard to see the bronze ring on the ducks’ neck.
The mule deer was very cooperative and did not react very much to my presence.
Although we did not see anything the deer frequently looked in one direction, for reasons we did not understand.
This Townsend’s Solitaire was seen on the Mineral Belt Trail, and was one of two seen in as many days.
poetry

Playing Life

Playing Life

you start out a slender pink or blue peg
cede choice as the spinner dictates a fate
pop in a peg to ride shotgun
go into deep debt buying a house
acquire children traded to the bank later
play the market & mostly win
seek revenge with glee
covet white men on white bills
(G.I. Luvmoney)
and on the Day of Reckoning
choose between millionaire or tycoon

but our kind of life is outside all this:
soft snow on green-black pines
empty car idle in the dirt driveway
muddy shoes drying here by the fire
a warm snuggle-nuzzle equaling
all the wealth there is

poetry

Summer Solstice: 3 Generations, 4 Directions

view of Homestake Peak from the deck

For the last two years my BoCo Wild Writers students and I have paused each month to observe our surroundings, and compiled these writings into a literary almanac. This year we’ve been facing each of the four cardinal directions each time. My mom and our boys and I took time today to compose these June observations.

Summer Solstice: 3 Generations, 4 Directions

north

The wind was whistling as the birds were singing.
Deer – previously. Cedar is booki-booki. Needles. Trees. New life. Decayed logs. Earth. Eventually, Canada. The pencil of sadness has arrived.
Solstice afternoon in Leadville with my daughter and her boys – my grandsons. Warmed by the intermittent sunshine or bird calls, a fly buzzes near me. Sitting in their two-story tree fort with the dark, curled bark dangling off the floor and side rails. The fir trees present with similar bark – barren of needles until they gain enough access to the sunshine.
A ship’s prow of beaver-chewed logs holds us aloft in our own crow’s nest floating above the forest floor littered with needles, strewn with branches, peppered with rocks.

east

The wind was howling and the birds were tweeting.
Steep. Uphill. Clouds. Writhing. Twisting. Trees. Swaying. Go that way, hang a left: Nebraska. You can’t miss it.
The poet is now only in my peripheral vision and her sons are in our “front” seat. The hillside now slopes upward. The ground is bathed mainly in sun with several thin stumps standing at attention and parts of some fallen trunks scattered about.
Two boys up in some trees, one talking nonstop. Taylor Hill climbs before us, stone steps leading to snow.

south

The wind was breezing and the birds were chattering.
The tropics. Warm, sunny beaches. Not here. That way’s the snowman and the largest drift in sight. No beaches for us. But that way’s Texas. You want beaches, go there.
I now am at our steering wheel. Erin’s gentle voice is the only way I know she’s present. The boys’ laughter confirms their presence to the east. My west (right side) is warmed by the sun. The gentle breeze brushes against my face. An occasional bird calls out. The hillside slopes gently downward, less dense with trees, more covered with medium rocks and one pile of twigs.
Trees stand in straight green and grey lines. Clouds blow up and roll in cartwheels over the bluebell sky. A raven chirrs. The dead tree that holds us high clutches handfuls of pinecone promises.

west

Charlie is barking and you can see the evidence of what was once a snowman.
Snow-capped peaks. Incredible sunsets. Even the occasional pine marten, bear, or fox. A downhill grade towards home (and Nevada).
I face the sun, legs dangling from the fort, the hill’s downward slope increased, the breeze slightly stronger and cooler. My northwest view is quite shaded, my southwest view more dappled (one of my favorite words), the wind more audible. This solstice day to be treasured until we celebrate the next one together in Australia this December.
Homestake’s hidden in a wall of white cloud, criss-crossed by a lattice of branches and trunks. The highway noise creeps up the hill, and we sway a bit with the solstice breeze.

photography

Pine Martens, Snowshoe Hares, Sunsets, and Marmots

We have had a suite of wildlife sightings recently, including a Yellow-bellied Marmot, a Pine Marten, and the Snowshoe Hare affectionately named “Dirty Harry”. We also had a wonderful sunset two nights ago. It was absolutely stunning. I have managed to get pictures of all of the wildlife and the sunset, providing a number of photos to post. We saw the marmot on a road near Camp Hale, the Snowshoe Hare at the cabin, and the Pine Marten at the cabin.

After a failed attempt to photograph the marmot while biking, we saw it exposed on this rock in the car and I managed to get some photos.
Marmots commonly emit a high-pitched hard chirp, which first alerted us to its presence.
On reviewing my photos, I noticed that you are actually able to see the marmot’s buck-teeth, most visible in this photo.
In this photo you can clearly see the Snowshoe Hare’s “snowshoes”: huge back feet that allow it to almost float on snow.
The hare was exceedingly calm around the house, even when we opened the window to allow me a clear photograph.
We saw the hare wash itself, and it frequently bent around to lick its fur, yet kept its front legs in place rather stiffly.
After seeing the hare several times we truly believe that the hair on the ears is getting browner, and losing its winter white.
This is the only photo of the Pine Marten that I spotted from the kitchen; it ran away soon after, and even though we sprinted down the road to look for it we were unsuccessful.
Even though no sun was visible, the clouds clearly put on an incredible display of color, with dark purple, pink, and orange.
Viewed through the trees, the sunset becomes even more incredible.
The soft purpley-red light was a perfect background to the branches of the trees.
In other areas of the trees, the light was brighter orange, and created another background for me to photograph.
jokes

Joke of the Day 21 June 2019

highlight the black block for the answer

Q: What happened to Batman when he ate a lot o’ hamburgers?

A: He turned into Fatman.