poetry

fresh fruit ice cream

fresh fruit ice cream

scoop after scoop
of vanilla ice cream
plus my chosen raspberries
smooshed together
to a luscious pink rope
of cold sweet fatty bliss
dropped on top
of a crunchy waffle cone
all because Cedar
passed fourth grade math

poetry

250 years ago

250 years ago

James Douglas 14th Earl of Morton
begs for mercy, restraint, peaceful contact:

Exercise the utmost patience [and] respect for the Natives…shedding the blood of these people is a crime of the highest nature…every effort should be made to avoid violence; if it becomes inevitable then [they] should be treated with distinguished humanity, [so] the Crew still considers them as Lords of the Country

this is a scientific endeavor
tracking Venus’s transit across the sun
establishing our exact place
in the scheme of things
it’s a boat full of scientists
and the Royal Society of London
guards against making men murderers
reminds them to be civil

and
almost immediately, they kill

Te Maro lies splayed on the sand –
these studious men prove
no better than conquistadors
and it all adds up to the same story again:
arrival means death

poetry

Tuhuroa

Tuhuroa

slate on grey on white
ocean rock cloud
stacked in antediluvian layers
disappearing into sky
wind whips and a seal pup slides
belly against sand

you can feel the bridge here
earth/sky water/land
forms always departing
too soon after manifesting
dissolving into mist and cloud
gone

poetry

5.4 64km 11:45pm

5.4 64km 11:45pm

first the moth flinging himself at the pane
becomes a stiff wind
then the gust gathers
becomes a truck going by on the road behind
but then the rattle’s in front, too –
have truck and wind teamed up?
no, it keeps growing all around at once
quite unlike any truck
then you realize what it is
when everything moves at once:
earthquake

poetry

dormitory room

dormitory room

in the sleeping room
bodies stay busy
minds turned out to shake
gallop eat daisies and peer at sky
make whatever worlds they will
bodies stay home
limbs heavy
but blood pulsing, lungs pumping,
mouths restless, straining to speak
air squeezing in and out of all
the little face holes
the dark unknowing hours mumble by
one exhalation at a time

poetry

drinking the Kool Aid

drinking the Kool Aid

after months of being careful
the boys froze
as I took water from the priest’s bowl
and brought it to my lips
I nodded to them
it’s okay
they hesitated
then did the same

why? they asked later
it’s Besakih, the Mother Temple
the blessing’s worth the risk

today floating in the bottle green depths
of the pelucid Pelorus
that once held dwarves afloat
they asked me
can we drink it?

here we were
in a space sacred to them
I hesitated then nodded
just a little I said
and we all took a bit of magical river
into our very selves

poetry

wandering

wandering

almost every night these days
I peer into what will be

there’s a grace in not wanting
not asking or deciding
just waking up
without choosing a path
but that’s not for tomorrow

we’re still weaving the rope
that leads back home

poetry

slippery slope

slippery slope

the slightest bit of justification
and the ground shifts
tilts toward what I want
until it comes rolling my way
and I’m trapped under its weight
listless legs kicking in that void
under a tent of stars
waiting for the lights to go out

poetry

n vs. ñ

n vs. ñ

an energetic n
undulates
says nyu
changes everything
with one little wave

and I barely know
how to make it