poetry

biased confession

biased confession

the Implicit Association Test
objectively states
Your responses suggested a strong automatic association for Asians with animals and whites with humans.

horror shame embarrassment disappointment blame
(the lousy line drawings
my nodding-off self)

there is no kind way
to write these wretched words
no phrase to adequately apologize
to my friends who are Asian
for the othering my mind
unconsciously mindlessly may do
the damage I unwittingly inflict daily
including inside this very line in my confession
no way to obtain absolution
no penance that will offset the harm
my unwanted bias wreaks
on all the beloved human animals
I breathe with today

poetry

Jack

Jack

she writes
Black Lives Matter
and he writes
no
undoing the humanity of millions
in two small letters
undoing his daughter’s hope
he writes no
we watch in horror
as he chooses
supremacy
power
privilege
subjugation
oppression
hegemony
arrogance
over his daughter’s
LOVE

poetry

lessons in inhumanity

lessons in inhumanity

the morning started
with the video of the white woman
marshalling the cops to muzzle
the conscientious Black birdwatcher

discuss:
her use of adjectives, verbs
her tone and its cause
and its potential effect
his position, her approach
the thrashing struggle of her dog
the dog’s current disposition
his vocation

introduce:
the concept of ____ing While Black
(as in, Driving While Black,
Birding While Black)

reflect on:
our favorite bird guide of all time,
Dr. Kabelo Senyatso,
imagine him transported from the relative safety of
Botswana bush
to Central Park’s The Ramble
(racists less predictable than lions)
his life reduced to a color

consider:
what small action you can take
to honor Christian’s dignity

the day ended
driving through Denver
police on motorcycles blocking the street
around the Capitol
helicopter circling
tired protesters with sagging signs
hopeful enough to put their health
and safety on the line
to be counted for accountability

explain:
police brutality
and its unequal application
why anyone must affirm
that Black Lives Matter
that it is possible
for one person to kill another
without consequence

evaluate:
how much more bone-wearying
hatefulness and injustice
9- and 12-year-olds can absorb
in one 10-hour span
your privilege in having any part
in determining what they know about all this
your color and theirs making these conversations
seemingly optional

decide:
whether or not to share
the Denver Post’s crawl
rounding the building
as you drive by:
Denver police searching for driver
who struck protester
during George Floyd rally

when what’s left of everyone
is tucked in,
cry for all tonight’s damaged dreams

poetry

majority advice

majority advice

a majority of the time
when the minority warns you
that you are behaving badly
it is not only so but also
you have revealed that you understand
such a minority of the minority’s experiences
that you have not only been careless
but careless to the degree of warranting correction
warranting notification of the nonsense
of your nonidentification
with the minority’s concerns
and then
in the majority of cases
the major actions you must take are:
first, do no further harm –
do not defend your mostly indefensible ignorance;
second, apologize for the wounds (intentional or un-) you have created
or (more likely) further inflamed;
third, apologize for the effort your edification has cost someone
who undoubtedly has better things to do;
fourth, listen attentively and humbly to the majority of this other viewpoint,
even if you only see it by squinting;
fifth, live your life differently, eyes a little wider, viewfinder a little more sensitive, field of view a little larger;
sixth, help someone else from your frame of reference
also see things with this new frame
at least a majority of the time

poetry

Service

Service

in the neat white houses
someone is making nectar
for the sugar birds
someone is hacking at packed sand
slowly shifting it to garden
someone is out patrolling in the night
waving a flashlight into worried windows
dispensing peace of mind

in the neat white houses
black men and women
are doing their work
of making the country run