unearned credit
having our house appraised
for the lender
for the cash-out refi
for the long-planned cabin
for wildness
there is the unspoken uncomfortable knowledge
that according to the rules of economics
and the inverse relationship between supply and demand
and the current state of things
all indications are that I will personally benefit
financially though certainly not psychologically
from enormous loss
another privilege I am uncertain
how to go about offsetting
another roll of the dice
with profound implications
I can take no credit for
